Individuality FAIL. 2
Obsessive behaviour has occured since day one of Dean’s appearance on the internet. After wanting to become the new Alex Pepper, he then latched onto actually becoming me (yes, a strange choice I know), when I was having breaks away from internet affairs. A MySpace page, profiles on DJ portals, MSN Messenger status names, DJ names on radio streams and usernames on forums have all shown Dean taking on my name, even with my personal profile details or pictures being used. I confronted him once on a site he did this kinda thing on, Music-Driveby and was asked why this was happening, but good god his response was both comical and disastrous. He got his account name “proxi” changed to his own name in a “shit-myself” moment, then my username changed to proxi, with help from the site’s owners, bless them, they didn’t know about him. Or the real him. I suspect no-one does, except for his hand who has a great view of the pile of photos of me and numerous copies of Playgirl. Following the username change, and my rant infront of the members who could read it, the site “mysteriously” went down, he told the owners that I hacked it, and banned I most definitely was. Didn’t take much sorting out though thankfully, the owners weren’t thick and actually made fun of him when apologizing for the error. The mystery site downtime was never explained, as there was just no clues at all of course… Yeah..
Linking up with what I posted earlier regarding hiding himself, I would like to say what I said in my rant to him on MD. I for no reason wanted to know about all his tricks but since I saw him sign in as me on MSN over 2 years back, it’s fucking haunted me. Why sign up as me on forums for example, even on sites where he sends invites to me to join. Why take my DJing alias I’ve had for the past 5 and half years? Why do the MySpace? The Skype? Whatever else too, it is bloody freaky. It isn’t hard being yourself, and in future with his own names, ideas, thoughts… I could actually take this post down for fuck’s sake. He need not be scared to show his true self instead of hiding behind others, as if he’s a hermaphrodite then we’ll accept it, everyone’s different. He can announce homosexuality. It’s a common thing in today’s society. But please, I do not want to be the Stewart Lubbock to his Michael Barrymore….
However, to this day, Dean Hodgson continues to push forward in his plans to avoid his personal inner traumas and realizations, by becoming other people in more ways than before. Improving his ability to mix trance and progressive music records more seamlessly in the Mixmeister software used is an ongoing battle but eventual achievement. Current sample of seamless mixing.
Known shows of affection so far…
- Floorfillers Radio intro track > Copied (albeit cut short for his mixes – original on left)
- Alex Pepper’s nickname and “^” use for DJ name > Copied
- Xtreme-Mp3s‘ slogan > Copied
- Tuna-Pie.com > Copied
- Layout style of Digital-Angels, Music Driveby, Xtreme-Mp3s, Dance-Empire > Copied
- Trancing It Up mix series > Copied
- TIU blog > Copied
- MySpace pretending to be me > Created
- Skype username as me > Created
- Dj profile pretending to be me > Created
- Tried downloading every single file on my hard drive via a P2P > Done
- Threw hissy fits when I caught him and blocked him > Done
- Telling folk I was a hacker to get me banned > Done
- Immaturely abused me on another site of mine > Done, done & done
Predictions for the future? I’d guess at perhaps Dean saying I’m the one harrassing him (continuing his trend of imagination), but seriously, you don’t take all this bollocks and have people on MSN linking you to more shit on a weekly basis just to sit there in silence forever. Consider all this off my chest, I won’t mutter another word.
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